Pick a fictional character from a fandom I know and I'll answer the following questions to the best of my abilities:

1) What is your opinion of this character? If you like, explain why you like him/her. Likewise if you dislike the character.

2) Is he/she important to the general plot?

3) Can you relate to this character at all? Do they grip you emotionally?

4) How much do you like the fandom that this character comes from?

5) Do you ship this character with any other character? Or, are you particularly intrigued by their relationship with any other character(s)? (romance-wise or platonic)

6) Is there anything about the character you would change?

7) If you were in the fandom with this character or knew this character in real life, how do you see yourself interacting with him/her? (Would you get along well? Fall in love with? Dislike? Friendly rivalry? etc etc)

8) Does this character make the cut as one of your all time favorites (if you like) or least favorites?

9) Would you hype up this character (if you like) or warn about (if you dislike) to someone whose new to the fandom?

10) Is this character popular with the fanbase?

So, I've noticed this weird thing with my vidding. Mostly I use Final Fantasy clips rather then Kingdom Hearts. For whatever reason Kingdom Hearts is really hard to edit with for me. 0-o; Don't know why, I just can't come up with a good story with them. Unless I'm maskign them into a FF-ish story. Whatever. Not the point.

Point is, I very rarely make pure kingdom hearts vids. Unless I happen to have my best friend behind me playing it. 0o; For whatever reason when I start something/work on something while she's playing it behind me....I actually like the video I'm doing. If It's KH that is. It's really strange but hell, it works so I'm not complaing. 0o; At least she still needs to play RE:COM too....

I'm not very original, but the first thing I see is a bat. As in the animal, not a baseball bat. With the fangs and eyes, and even the wings. I can also see matching gargoyals. As well as bunnies. 0o; Isn't there some meaning behind seeing mostly animals in these things? I could have sworn Mr. Hunt said something about that...

This was a real intresting challange I found on vid_the_grid  so I thought I'd give it a shot. I decided to take the Archetypes grid, and hopefully use the no so chiche ideas from the FF/KH world. =3 Cause I see many already (Ex. Zack for Hero. >>; Yep. Gonna stay away from that one.) 

Hopefully I can finish up the grid. =3

1.	Saint	2.	Sinner	3.	Child	4.	Hero
5.	Mentor	6.	Trickster	7.	Wise Man	8.	Parent
9.	Scientist	10.	Warrior	11.	Joker	12.	vidder's choice

Yeah, my promp is video games. =3 So I can clump FF/KH/DMC/.hack and all that together. =3 Yaaay.

Edit: I don't know why the grid is being stupid. .-.; HTML is making my brain hurt right now so I'm not gonna bother trying to fix it.

Stolen from Franky!

HREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Raye
2. Rachel
3. RayeRaye

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. YamiNoNaraku
2. VAinoMinako/V_Aino_Minako
3. Sliptail

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Watching City of Ember
2. Updated Icons & Layouts
3. Talked to Lace

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My creativity
2. My ability to help
3. Slowly but surely, now my smile

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My Height
2. My Temper
3. My Migranes

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. Itilian
2. Irish
3. Mutt? (AKA I dont know what else Dad is.)

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Rattlesnakes
2. Being Alone forever
3.  Loosing those I have

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Tinkerbell shirt
2. Jeans
3. Class ring

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. The internet
2. Music
3. Sony Vegas

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. Computer
2. Zune
3. Phone

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Nickelback
2. 30 seconds to mars
3. Cute is what we aim for

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Creativity
2. Chilling with those you love
3. Puppies. <3

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. "Shake it" - Metro Station
2. "Hero" - Skillet
3. "S.E.X"- Nickelback

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Spoofing Supernatural
2. Get into Collage
3. Drive up to Austin

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. Not letting Nimbus in sooner
2. Falling out of that tree
3. Not admiting something.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Like Franky, fun an humor
2. Trust
3. And yeah I guess Respect too

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1.  I'm 4'11
2. I have a dog
3.  I can run five miles

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1.  Get along with either of my grandmothers
2.  Eat Mushrooms (they creep the shit out of me.)
3.  Cook a fish

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. Nimbus
2. Being stress free
3.  Most of my friends

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. =3 I got one already~ My camera!
2. Lots and lots of books
3. Supernatural anything~

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. My Parents
2. Our Lack of money
3. My friends

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Vidding
2. Gaming
3. Writing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Write
2. Vid
3 Get a sora (it's late and I'm lazy)

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Directer/Film editor
2. Pixar
3. Author

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. Alaska
2. New Zeland
3. Japan

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. Balto
2. Simba
3. Anastasia

THREE BOYS' NAMES:
1. Kelby
2. Dean
3. Corey

THREE GIRLS' NAMES:
1. Lace
2. Mary
3. Becky

FAVORITE FANTASIES DESCRIBED IN ONE WORD:
1. I
2. Can't
3. Think

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Finish writing a book
2. Help as many people as I can
3. Go to Japan

Just the story and information about my latest video as I have audition information in the side bar.
Spoilers up to 4x01, AU setting.



Clip Recorces
bluelaguna.net/ (For Video Games Clips.)
SVS Clip Thread (For SPN Clips)
Torrents are a good source of clips as well.
Dean clips
Sam Clips
Sam Clips
Sam Clips
Castiel Clips
Dean and Sam Clips
(More will be added as found.)

I love it and I hate it at the same time.
Somehow I've managed to end up in some pretty damned amazing studios though which just blow my mind. Considering I think I was subscribe to most everyone in the studios before I was a member of said studio and met them. Which just wow.

Mako Pirates Studios is my baby and is already more amazing then I ever thought possible. How I ended up leading such a great group of people in this studio is beyond me, as their skills way surpass my own. Cissy, Kaz, Raiko, Laurin, Momo and Dez. Only one of them I had not been watching before hand, because I hadn't found her account yet. Two of them are in Leading Man studios, one of the best studios on youtube. I think one of them may be in Dumb Apples studios as well but I'm not sure. They're spaztic and crazy too and seem, for the most part, to understand my ideas.

Nightmare Lorelei Stuios is just as amazing. They're a larger group of people but all just as spazstic. Ry is going to take that studio far and I think it's simply a fluke that I got in. I'm glad that I did though. I still find it funny that out of the twelve members on two of us are in the US, which makes it hard for us all to be on at the same time. We have someone in Finnland, Rome, Romania, Croatia, Isral, Indonesia and Germany. 0o; ALL OF WHICH ARE GETTING MORE RAIN THEN I AM! ;-;

Namless studios is pretty cool too, the only studio where I'm not represted as Zack. (Kris took Zack. So I'm Dante~) We're still getting on our feet but they're a cool group regardless.

My subsriber count keeps going up which is blowing my mind as well. How did I manage that? 0-o;
I've got a few major projects in the works, the first being To Death Do Us Part; Project SOUL. Since it's for Clover's contest.
A Deal With the Devil will be remade and done as my thankyou for my subs, since a lot of people want to know what happens in that one. (Go raye for cliffhangers!)
Last Day isn't major but I'd like to get it done as well as the Supernatrual/Final Fantasy crossover. My masking is getting better so I think I can do it much better this time.

Yay vidding. 0o;

OH! And Lighting is such a badass. XP *Gigglesnort* The icon I'm using of her on my youtube....I swear she could be at a bar with a beer in one hand and a cigarette in the other giving someone the "Dont fuck with me" look. I <3 it. Ha.

So jacked this from Nate.
I know I have a lot of you guys on my friends list who I talk too often, but some not so much. Either way I'd love to learn more about you guys, so why not fill this out and have fun! =3


1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
A.
2) What was your dream growing up?
A.
3) What talent do you wish you had?
A.
4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
A.
5) Favorite vegetable?
A.
6) What was the last book you read?
A.
7) What zodiac sign are you?
A.
8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
A.
9) Worst Habit?
A.
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
A.
11) What is your favorite sport?
A.
12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?
A.
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
A.
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
A.
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
A.
16) Do you have any pets?
A.
17) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
A.
18) What was your first impression of me?
A.
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
A.
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
A.
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
A.
22) What color eyes do you have?
A.
23) Ever been arrested?
A.
24) Bottle or can soda?
A.
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
A.
27) What's your favorite place to hang at?
A.
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
A.
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
A.
30) Do you swear a lot?
A.
31) Biggest pet peeve?
A.
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
A.
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
A.
35) Do you believe in God?
A.
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
A.

Seriously. I am.
Now Rick, Chris and Kelby believe me when I say it too!


I love those guys. <3 Nathan, Lace and I were going to have a terminatior marathon but that was quickly shot down when no one could get the movies. SO  we decided to go hang out at the pool instead today. So I bought everyone Pizza (three, which were quickly gone in five minutes between all of us.) 

Lots of swiming, tackling, dunking and throwing into pools. Yeah. I wonder how quickly it will take everyone to figure out I'm the easy target. Rick figured out how light I am when he went to dunk me. Then so did Chris. 

THEN FREAKING NATHAN DECIDED TO THROW ME IN THE POOL. So much for being dry. 0o; THEN RICK DID IT TOO. Ebil. Ebil guys.

Rick, Beth, Lace, Nathan, TheonechickwhosnameIcan'trememberforthelifeofme, Kelby and I all made a human chair in the pool too. Until someone tickled Kelby and he flipped, which caused all of us on top of him to flip off too. Then we managed to do it again, but Nathan moved and we fell as soon as we got on.

Yay for the pool. <3

My computer crashed.
It's driving me up the wall. Hopefully it's just the power supply like my dad thinks it is. If it isn't I'm buying a laptop. There's no way he's going to fix it for me if it's not, considering my sister's computer has been dead for two years.

Lots of ranting after this point, I'm not bothering with a cut deal with it. Don't wanna hear me bitch, don't read. The important shit is up there. If you do bother readin this, sorry it's long. I just don't care.

I have 100+ gig of music, video, projects and pictures on there. It's the music and videos that I dont want to loose, or the project I was just working on. What's worse is I keep getting upset (god I love mood swings. .-.;) and I can't vid it out, like I have been lately. I can't really write either. I don't write shorthand, I just don't. My spelling is shit, and my handwriting makes it hard to read anything. I type everything.

Dad is gonna get the powersuppy tomorrow, hopefully get it in and see if it works. If it does, I'm jumping for joy if it doesn't I'm buying that laptop.
He really doesn't want me to, he really wants me to save money for a car, which I am. He just doesn't seem to reilize how much I do on the computer. All my creatve outlets are here, which is something I need to keep myself sane. I can't draw, and by that I mean I litterally can't will myself to be able to draw for whatever reason. Even still, it's not my outlet like it is others. Writting and vidding are, along with graphics too.

Im highjacking my dad's laptop, which he keeps telling me he might just let me have. I dont want it, I want my own. It's only 150 gig too, which for normal use would be fine but the video and music alone was about 100 gig. Plus all the programs I run, plus every other file I had on my old one.

I was running about 175-200 of my 320. Most of that was videos, I know that. Considering four seasons of Supernatural alone was 30 gig. On top of that this thing runs XP, which after using vista for nearly two years, is driving me up a wall. I think it's ugly, it may run better to some but I hate it.  Even if he gives it to me to use, it's still his computer. He bought it, not me. I'd still be unsure of what I could put on it, which means I wouldn't be able to edit. Which the thought of not being able to do that is nearly making me cry.  On top of that, the screen's resilutuon is the highest one you can set. Meaning this damned thing is so small, and I can't change it. Not his fault though, the laptops.

I dont even feel like I should write here either. It's not my computer. I not my place to sit down and blow off steam. My safe haven in a sense. I dont feel safe to write, not that I could get in trouble for what I write but not everything I write I show to people. My dad could still find it even if I didn't save, cause you know it's still there. They have a saying in the IT department, "Don't do anything you don't want someone else to find." Cause it never really goes away.  Even if it would be something I'd be okay with someone reading, doesn't mean I want them too.

So I dont feel like I can write, I can't vid, I can't do any graphics either. All my creative outlets are pretty muched stripped away with my computer. Ha. I dont know if I feel sad saying that or not.

Don't get me wrong, my friends are fantastic. I bet I'm going to be spending plenty of time this summer over with Lace, Rick, Nathan, Britni, Chris, Berry and Beth. Even more so after I get my licens since I can make some kind of a deal with my mom about the truck, we've already talked about that. <3 Just...somethings my friends can't fix. .-.; I need me time, ya know? My me time is on the computer.

I know my dad is doing the best he can to fix it right now. It's not his fault the store was closed, or that we dont even have the part in the house he needs. I know that, which is why I'm tying so hard not to bug him to deal about this. I think I've done an alright job so far. Even more so since I know he can't do anything.

I wonder if I've hurt him a bit though, with making my mind up so quickly to buy a laptop if it's not a simple fix. It's just....I was honding him for nearly two years to build that computer he promised me. Guess what, I never got it. I bought my computer, granted he did help me with that one. My sister's computer has been dead for the last two years. I know how he is. He works with them all day long so he doesn't want to touch them. I get that. .-.; Mah.

The sad thing is, I'm really kind of half hoping he can't fix it. I want a laptop, badly. I wanted a laptop in the first place but since it wasn't logical for me to have one he wouldn't let me get one. (Which is fair, and conisdering he paid for half of it even more fair. ) However, now it's logical. I start collage up in the fall. I dont know how much I actually need one for class, but the more I think about it the more I think I actually need one for my neck.

He was talking about letting me use this one for school, which honestly I could have done but once again it's not mine. So, I want the laptop but I really want my computer back.

I really dont think it's the power supply though, since it didn't smell or look dead. (I asked, and even he said it didn't.) But it's the first logical thing to check, so we're checking it. .-.; I just wish we didn't have to go buy the part, and instead we  could steal one from the crap we got out in the garage.

MAH. I'm in a bad mood because of it. Anyways, that's why I'm not on.

Holyshit. 0o;

I've been saying that for the past 15 minutes, and I likely will keep saying it.
Bones has nothing on Supernatural!

*Whimpers* It needs to be the 5th season. NOW.

Worried? No. Is there a good chance I'll get it? Yes.  I work at a grocrey store, seeing how many people a day, over and over? I have no doubt that I'll likely get it, since we have 8 out of the 16 cases here. Am I worried about it? No. Tamaflu works on it. Even if I do get it there hasn't been any deaths of an unitied states citizien. (HE WAS A MEXICAN. >>; From Mexico. Not us. No big deal.) 

=3 Yep, I'll likely get it, and yes the numbers acrually are high then they're reporting. I just wanna know what the hell's gonna happen with work.  I've heard mumbles of possibily shutting stuff down, more then schools. 

Shutting down schools hasn't help much either cause kids are still hanging out with their friends. Most parents aren't stopping them either. *Shurg* 

<<; Anyones who's worried for me. Don't be. Even if I do get it there's a pretty good chance I'll recover. <3

I was right. The store was busy, not pre-easter busy but busy.  Which meant my four hours, which wasn't a long shift by any means, was just a hard shift. 

I bet I'll be pulling a fourty hour week next week though. Instead of closing just the highschool were the swine flu was, they closed the whole district. Which means anyone from that district can't work at the store. That would have included me if I hadn't graduated. That's at least 60 partners at one store, so they're pulling people from our store to go work there. I would, but I have no way of getting there. So I offered to work  more over at my store if they needed it.

I just called them and told then that while I was willing to work more, if I could keep tomorrow off, it would be great. Otherwise I'd be working eleven days straight. Money would be great, but I need some downtime.  I've also heard it's hit another school but I can't find any news about it to back that up, so I'm betting that's a rummor. .-.; If it's not....I'm really gonna be pulling hours at work, since most of the teens who work at my store are from that school.

Now both  my mom and I need to watch and make sure they don't say relitives can't work,. or we're both screwed this week. My sister is in the district. Dont know if it's effecting my dad or not. 

 Not really, but people sure are acting like it.
I currently live in Texas Ground Zero, AKA where  three cases of Swin Flu have been. All three were at one of the local highschools, and so they're trying to put a t stop to any public gathering. The school is closed for now, and church is closed because of it. Despite what it's done in Mexico City it seems to have run it's corse here and is really no big deal. At least, from what I've heard. The three kids who had it, they're either recovered or recovering. 

Despite the outbreak....I dont think to many people know. 0o; Since I work at the store, you usually tend to notice when major things are happening on what people buy. (Ie, all the bottle water is usually gone.) Nothing out of the ordinary seemed to be happening. In fact many of my co-workers had no clue about it. 

>>' Is it a bad thing that I'm just sort of shrugging my shoulders at it? Cause...honestly it really doesn't seem like a major thing here in the US, despite it killing people in Mexico city. 

 Okay so this is going to sound really strange coming from me, since after all I'm the one who wants to go work for Pixar but I'll say it anyways.

I miss good old animation. I've been watching a lot of movies that I enjoyed as a kid (Anastasia, An American Tail, ect.) I even plan on vidding some because that's what I do. While watching them I reilized how you never see animated movies anymore. Computer animated, sure, but never the true animation. I know styles change and whatnot and computer animation is the new thing but I'd like to see a good animated film. 

Even Disney is falling to the computer animation, not Pixar, Disney. Bolt was not a Pixar film.  I just makes me sad is all. ;-; 

ON ANOTHER NOTE.
;-; I wish I could find Balto, I loooooove that movie but I can't find it. I can't even check it out from the library anymore cause fuzzball for brains chrewed up the tape. I'll find it, somewhere. I just didn't get to watch Balto the last time I was coughing. Yes, it's weird, anytime I get into these major coughing fits I have to watch Balto. I dont know why, I just do.

>>; I should go watch The Lion King soon. <3 Yay for movies.

 So I had a major scare today, which turned out to be a big laugh later on.

So I was working today and I use my cellphone as my clock since I'm bagging, no computer to look at. Well I noticed I had three missed messages, so I took a quick look when I had a small bit of downtime. I saw I had a missed call, a voice mail AND a text message from my Dad, which said to call him ASAP. Well that alone had me freaking out, since he knew I was at work so it had to be really bad or important or even both. So I find one of the managers, Seth (who is an Aggie and kicks so much ass too. =3) and explained what happened and asked if I could step away to make the call. Since I'm bagging they'd need someone to step in on the register I was bagging for while I was gone. 

So I call my Dad, already paniced about what was going on. The first thing he asks me is "Have you talked to Lacey today?" I told him I had, since I called her on my break and made plans for tomorrow (or today rather) and ask him why, worried. He then tells me that her Dad can't find her. He asked me what I knew so I told him that she might be with a friend of ours. (Granted I doubt that put her dad at any ease since our friend is a guy.) He told me he'd give me a text once they heard something. Maybe thirty minutes to an hour later I got a text saying she was back. 

When my mom picked me up from work I asked her if she knew what happened. She told me Lace had been in the front yard the whole time. I laughed. I ended up calling her and asking her about it. She had asked her dad if she could come over here to work on a bit of homework (Yay video editing programs!) but didn't know I was working 4-9:45, which pretty much killed that Idea. So she went and took the dogs for a walk but stayed out in the front (relaxing I guess?) She didn't have her phone on her, so she didn't heard it when here Dad called, or when my mom called. 

Just how her Dad missed here being the front yard, I'm not so sure. If he was at work it makes a little more sence but knowing the man, and hearing the crazy storries about his brillance (he's a great guy but....really not that smart sometimes) I can see how he lost his daughter in their own front yard.  

Yay for major heart attacks turning into crazy stories!   

 Spacers suck. 
I want to pick at it. Badly.
But that's bad.
I want to chew something. Badly.
But that's bad. (and hurts)

It's like having meat stuck between my teeth but I can't use a toothpick to get it ooooout! 

At least they're only there till Monday.
But then I get to feel even more like Sora and get my braces.

Raye is an unhappy puppy. ;-; 

 I've always hated apirl fools. It was always more so annoying then funny, but now it just reminds me of what I wish was a very sick apirl fools joke.

I'm actually not sad right now, I miss him, but I'm not sad. I think I've gotten passed the tears, but I do miss him. So please, if you comment of talk to me about this don't give me the 'Oh I'm so sorry' or "aww' or comfroting stuff. I don't need it, and unless I sort of ask for it today or tomorrow when you talk to me. I dont want it, not about this. 

Three years ago tomorrow, Nimbus passed away. Three years ago today, is when he got bit by the rattle snake. 
( More about that night if you care to read. )

I miss him a lot. He was a great dog, a big doofus but had a big heart. I know though, whereever he is, he has his wings that he always thought he had (maybe my fault for naming him after the Golden Snitch?) I have so many silly stories about that dog, so many good memroies that it makes the pain go away pretty quickly. 

I think, whenever I get rid of my fear of getting a tatoo, I want to get one of a Golden Snitch for him. I have an idea, of maybe the Snitch flying in a patten that said his name or something, I dont know. I dont even know if I'd get it or where. Although, Lori, my mom's best friend, is willing to take me into the tatoo parlor to see her get one to show me it doesn't hurt that badly. 'cept I gotta be 18 to even go in apperntly, and she's doing it for her birthday which is sooner then when I turn 18. 

I miss that fluff ball but he sent me a fuzz ball. Three days after Nimbus passed away, Sora and Java where born. 

Sora and Java turn three on Sunday.